SyahSyah Beylo (;

2010-08-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

^^ See this guy here? He's my boyfriend . (: And i love him very much .

i have to admit, he looks cute in this picture, and tht's why i decided to put our picture here in my blog . ;D

To those people who knows saiful quite well, u guys sure know tht he's nt th type to take picture and all . guess what? inthend, he did . with me (:

I love you dear . *winks*

This thing, called Love (:

2010-07-26T19:56:00.000-07:00

Im in love . teehee . that's th only thing that matters .

you so cute, you so sweet, so adorable . you make me wanna hug you tight, kiss u all night . (:

We'll be together forever . i promise you . 14.02.10 is date of my life .

You are th only guy that changed me alot . others wasn't able to . im thankful of you .

you're my knight in shining armour, my hero .

You will always be . I love you baby, (:

2010-05-21T01:43:00.000-07:00

I hate life . Alot of things happened this week .

First, a person whom i regard as a close friend, had left fr Indonesia without saying goodbye .
I was so shocked . Pedro, i miss you . His classmate told me tht he had went back to Indonesia as his father had died due to cancer . Bt im nt sure . I hope his student pass wont get terminated . I really want to see him again . Please, come back, Pedro Pierre . Dont leave me without saying goodbye . It really hurts so much .

Second, this guy, had performed with me during teacher's day last year . He gave me hope and support . He made me overcome my fears, and tht was to perform in a big crowd . He would always brighten up my day, and crack silly jokes . We would talk and laugh together . He changed my mindset about things . Tht guy is Ridhwan . Today, i just got to know tht he was involved in a car accident . And tht was a few weeks ago .
I was so devastated . I burst into tears once i gt to knw th news . He had lost part of his memory and he doesnt remember me, at all . All those times we had, he doesnt remember a single thing . Im so freaking sad .
I really really want to meet my abang soon . And mogemoge dierh akan recover soon . Please dont frget me .

I love you abng .

2010-05-12T02:12:00.000-07:00

Currently at Zah's hse . Tmrw's art exam, im so stressed . then we are required to do preparatory work and stuffs . Uh, damnit .

Yayy, MYE is gng to end soon, and im REALLY looking forward to it (:

I wna go out`! Haha, i wan to and i NEED to . Heh . Btw, i wna practice electro too . I miss dancing so much .

BT, there are sme people who made me think negatively . They made me think tht im worthless of dng anything . They lowered my self esteem, and made me think lowly of myself . I hate them .

Wht did i ever do to them? whts their problem? Hope tht their lives wont be at peace .

Amin .

2010-05-05T01:51:00.000-07:00

Ohgod, tmrw's literature paper . im nw at Zah's house . cant use th comp at home due to sme reasons .
BYTHEWAY, ive moved house (: I only can tell you guys tht ive shifted to Buangkok .
So yeah . Do take note . Today, had Maths paper one . It was ohkay, bt i had alot of mistakes . -.-
Maybe im gng to fail, or maybe nt . i dnt know . wish me luck (:

Bytheway, sorry fr venting my anger on tht smeone through th previous post . im sorry .
BT ITS YOUR FAULT . -.- Ive frgiven you though . So yeah, jady kawan jer dulu tao .
haha, Goodbye (:

2010-05-04T03:23:00.000-07:00

Kaay, today had English paper . Paper one and two .
Paper one was ohkay, letter writing and compo . We had to choose the title fr compo, and i chose to write about an incident tht made me nearly into trouble . Know wht i wrote? I wrote smething lame . Haha .

The story goes like this, my mum dropped me off at my aunts place as she had overseas trips to go to . Then i felt bored at th house thus decided to go downstairs to take a walk . When i was walking, i saw a group of teenagers under th void deck and each of them were holding knives . they looked as if they were waiting fr smebody there . then a guy emerged between th pillars of the walls and shook hands with the others . then they cleared the premises and headed to th basketball court . i fllowed them frm behind . they stood there, waiting fr someone and smething to happen . and it did .

I decided to film them, so i took out my phone . Then, a group of mlay guys cme towards the basketball court . one guy frm each clan cme to th center and started talking about smething . both of them looked around and unfortunately, they saw me . they quickly shouted fr the others and came chasing me . i sprinted away as fast as i could . slowly i could hear their steps and voices getting further and further away . I ran to my block and quickly climbed the stairs . when i reached home, Aunt Bella asked me why i was panting, i told her tht i was chased by a mad dog which wanted to eat me . she just widened her eyes and went into her room . i smiled . frm the window in my room, i looked outside to see the basketball court to see if they were still there, and they were . they talked about smething and left the place soon after tht .

~the end~

In my actual compo, i wrote 400+ words, which i think, was nt enough . SO yeah, WeohoughWATEVER .
Its a WORD tht ive created . haha .

2010-05-04T02:55:00.000-07:00

I dont date at compass like some people do .

2010-04-29T19:19:00.000-07:00

I miss you so much, i wna meet u again. bt i cant, im too busy.
ive been a bad person towards you lately and im sorry. i regret it so much.
forgive me please? meet me again someday would you? imissyousomuch.

Yours Truly,

your'lil bitch.

2010-04-29T19:13:00.000-07:00

Hello pig[s]`! Currently at sch right now, in th comp lab of cos. we're all here fr fun i think. I mean, its suppose to be mlay lesson right now. bt cikgu srh kiter gy cnie beyh dier hilang. aper jer. so, we buat kejer masihmasih deh. sch's been boring lately, and MYE has started. mlay paper first. then 4days rest. will continue on monday onwards, yahoo`! [:

mxfkcer. lie till your heart comes out. i wont believe

you anymre.

say sorry all you want, ill just ignore you. get a life

would you? lifeless dog.

random(:

2010-04-21T02:58:00.000-07:00

2E2 Rocks (:

Ohkay, im utterly bored. so ill just upload some pictures here. lols.taking care~ [;

Im alive(:

2010-04-21T02:48:00.000-07:00

Vertifight Yana and SyahSyah

Heyh, sorry fr nt updating. I admit tht my blog has been dead. Haha. Kayy, last saturday, had electro vertifight. Ghetto Blaster along with Espiritu Electro. Meeting place was at serangoon CC. Bt E.E meet up first at Dhoby to practice.I was informed about this right on tht day itself. NOBODY INFORMED ME.
I was so pissed off. Around 2+, received a call frm Aqil asking me to turon. I didnt want to at first, bt as i didnt turn up to alot of practices, i changed my mind. Siap-ed at reached there arnd 3 or 4+. Met Nana and Syah at 7Eleven and followed them to th others. Aqil was with his mataer, along with Anep and Azura.
There were new faces, new members. well, heck care. Salam-ed and just sat there fr full 8 minutes. We went off soon aftr tht to LJS as th others were famished, blahblahblah. Then went to DhobyGreen to practice.
TO my surprise, saw Pedro along with his indonesian friends. One guy was cute(: They were playing th guitar. As we were practicing, saw them glaring at us. like one weirdos. NO OFFENCE. Hehs.

Went off around 5+, and took Ciricle line MRT. Finally da siap. It was a long journey, frm Dhoby to Serangoon. Bt watever. Sat beside Syah and Nana, and all of us occupied full 14 seats in th train. HAHA. Then reached there arnd 5.50+? Yehyeh. GB was there alrdy. Along with sme people whom i dnt recognise.
Then at 6+, th vertifight started. I vertifight-ed with Yana, Miiko's gf. She's good, and pretty. We were th last ones.

Aftr all were settled, we packed and left to Mcdonalds. around 8+ went to MRT with Vengeance, he asshole laa. We argued bout sme crap, and beat up each other. Haha. Tht's all(: And up over there, theres th link of th video. DO comment aites? Take care(:

Performance time! (:

2010-03-16T03:13:00.000-07:00

After th field trip, all of us went back to sch. Had our tea break and so. While the other students were busy at th canteen, performers had to report to th hall and get ready fr the show. We were surprise as we were told tht there will be no rehearsal or whtsoever due to th lack of time. all of us were piss-ed off. txt-ed 'bdak cute', and ask him if he was going to watch th show or nt. he didnt reply as he was busy playing soccer downstairs. pfft.
Then, me, Jia Xing and Kimberly, we rushed, to get ready fr the show, as we were the second group peforming on staged. huahuahua. we were feeling damn nervous laa of cos. practice-ed last min backstage. people stared at us due to our costumes. tawu laa kiterh nik lawa. HAHA. txt-ed budak cute again, he said he will watch th performance. then it came, performance time. dance like one mad woman. and i think i move to much fr the magic trick part. Aftr th perforamnce, Sean met th three of us. He actually said this, ' you guys are nt going to win. And you, syahirah, my instructor said u move-ed to much and he said tht you guys will lose fr sure.' WTF.

Makimakimaki him all th way. Then, i quickly changed clothes and gt ready fr th nxt performance. performed with Goldin this time, and mymy, i had such a great time.:D

Budak cute watch me frm behind all the way. heehee. malu i. HAHA. Kay, stop it. Then after awhile, he blah-ed. told him to wait fr me, jady bleyh balik samerh2. He said, he will, outside sch. Then th results came, and GOOD NEWS~!

Goldin won ! ! hahah, so unexpected. All of us screamed like we owned th world, haha. then we were all dismissed. we were given certificates and stuffs. then, asked fr Sin Yee's number. Thought of asking Vege's, bt too shy to do so. nyiahaha. So yeah.
Call-ed budak cute, asked him where he was. I was so upset when he said he was alrdy in th bus.
HAAAA~! piss-ed off tawuk. pssht. Then, went to bus stop, with Adib, Dzul, Justin, Pedro, Zah and Man. Kick sme bottles and tried tearing a poster due to being piss-ed off. Kena maki by them. hahah. kekek. Then took 88 with them, except Man. Sumpah lamerh gilerh babs. Waited fr almost half an hour. Penaaaaat sekaaaliiiii ! ;D

Camp M.A.D [:

2010-03-16T02:11:00.000-07:00

Ohkayy, th previous week has been reallyreally hectic. i swear.
From Monday till Wednesday, had service learning workshop. And guess wht we did.
We learn Magic ! Hahah, fun gilerh. At th bginning, thought tht its gnna suck, bt inthe end, no it didnt. Namerh workshop dier Camp M.A.D. Damnit, i frget wht it stands fr. Huahuahua.
My mentors name's is 'Vege' and Sin Yee. Sin yee is just adorable, and Vege, he's amusing.(:
We wers split into groups, and th name of mine was, Goldin.(: Its a name of a person who invented th magic trick, where you can cut people into two parts. Cool seh. We blajar this tricks;

1)To make a silk appear and disappear frm a bandenna.

2)Card tricks.

3)Rope tricks, and many more laa.

Kayy, then we were informed tht there will be HS Got Talent on Wednesday, after the visiting of the hospitals all. Bytheway, its a competition. Who wins, wins a hamper of goodies and one group will receive 20 free tickets to Cathay Movie Cinema. And every performance, there should be at least a magic trick performed. pfft. Kimberly, me and Jia Xing, planned to take part. They are my classmates, bt we're in dfrent groups. We discuss-ed, and planned to dance Hip-Hop and do sme magic tricks. then, i was told, tht Goldin will also be taking part.

On Wednesday, i came early to school to choreograph the dance steps with Jia Xing and Kimberly. All last minute siaa. Then during the workshop, we were given free time to do anything. So people who will be performing, had time to practice. So we did. And i struggled to practice in two groups at th same time. huahuahua. and there came recess.

After recess,. all the student in Sec2 assembled in the IndoorSportsHall. We were lined up in groups and then gt ready to leave sch fr the visiting thingy. The places assigned to us, were mostly, hospitals, welfare centres and etc. MY group, we were given Bright Vision Hospital. Its a hospital especially fr Vegetarians. I think uhr. Haha.

Me, Nurul and Vege just presented our tricks to one ward. Then there's nurses who i think, was trying to flirt with Vege. HAHA. Phillipene nurses. lols.

Rumour or true?

2010-02-28T00:01:00.000-08:00

Im nt attached to anybody. So if you guys think i am, you're wrong. And ask me personally if you really think its nt true. Thanks.

And im currently in this Dance thingy in school. A stress management, 'to know yourself btter' by dancing, class. A few people in only in this class, i dnt understand why. Best aper. Its every Saturday, 9 till 11.30am. Yesterday, we get to well, dance. Its fun, yet tiring. Hope more people will come nxt week.

I eat when im stress, i sing when im bored, i dance as its my passion. 'winks'

Dilemma.

2010-02-27T22:42:00.000-08:00

Ohkay, school's endlessly boring. Cos its th same thing everyday. And im having dilemma.
I have a feeling tht i hve no more interest in Malay Dance. It gt cancelled, ALOT of times. Then after a few times it gt cancelled, i gt informed tht there will be no practices till further notice. Like wht? -.-

Kaay, another thing, i feel tht im starting to have a passion in Modern Dance. Like th Hip-Hop thingy all. I wanna persue wht i love. I fell like i wanna join Modern Dance. Th only thing tht matters to me right now is, if there's performance in school or outside, im scared it will clash. CLASHING will nt make me perform in one of the Dance. I cant quit Malay Dance. If i quit, all my CCA points, plus my hardwork and points during SYF period, will just go to waste. SO, it just leave me with two choices. One, join Modern Dance, and cope with two Dance CCA's. Two, quit Malay Dance, and let all my hardwork go to waste. Wht do you guys think? Im having a dilemma. Someone help me please. If i have two CCA's, im just thinking if i have time fr my studies. Revising and stuffs. Pssht. Wish me luck.

(:

2010-02-18T00:14:00.000-08:00

Currently at Zah's house . She didnt cme sch fr 2 days now . tmrw too .
She's sick, dierh ckp saket jiwe . HAHA .
tklaa . gilerh perh . haha, she sndirik tk tawu . miss her loads . bt she tk miss me .
sedih siaa . ): im typing without her looking . so yeah, hope she get well soon . makan obat tawk Zah . Jngan otp jerh . Sheeshh . Walaupun ku tahu kau tidak mempedulikn ku, ku ttap menyayangimu . (: Love you Zah . (:

thanks .

2010-02-18T00:06:00.000-08:00

Someone made me to forget th past and just move on . im really greatful to yours truly .
Thanks fr understanding me . I really appreciate it .
Frm nw on, everything changes . its th start of a new bginning . Lagylagy this year, streaming year . been working extra hard this year . haha, semangat . wht matters is th future, th past is the past . its just plain memories .
Thanks fr making me realise everything . i owe u one . (:

Ego guy

2010-02-17T23:46:00.000-08:00

Hell-ohh peeps . Been busy as usual .
Went out on th 16th with ex-hougeans . Including sme of the sec5's .
Sufi, Sani, Hendra, Ahngin, Aminah, Erwin, Saiful, Rahmat .
And yeah, went to Marina Barrage . Then went to Marina Square to eat . At night, played Uno at Esplanade's rooftop . Fun tawk . Bt sadly, tk dpat amik gmbar .
Fone spoil siaaa . Had loaads of fun . like reallyREALLY fun . haha . And im gnna miss them (:
I love em all .Abeyh, aderh 'orng turh' buat prangai siaa . Geeesh . Tk habis2 . After one problem dah settle, there pops out another . tkkan pasal bnda kecik jerh nk smpai gytuk . ngaderhngaderh nyerh . Hmm, ill nt say his name here . Bt if yours truly is reading this post, lemme tell u how disappointed i am in u . And wanna knw smething? I DNT CARE about us anymre . sooooo yalll .
I cant stand your ego nomore . LIKE SERIOUSLY .
Hilang satu kawan pown tkperh perh . tk mati . btol tk? Im too frustrated by your behaviour .
Kau maki2 aku bleyh, tpy kau tngok, aku penah maki kau tk? Tak kn .
Aku dah season uhr nan prangai kau .
dngardngar, nk save friendship, kena smpai antar umah perh .
aku dah ckp tknk turh tknk uhr . niek mati2 nk , geeesh .
abeyh skrang kau nk mengumpat sal aku . eh, kau umur dah braperh siaa? 17 ke 11?
prangai adeqadeq siaa. go ahead laa, gossip. GOSSIP smpai kau MAMPOS.
Slamat tinggal .

Goodbye .

2010-02-04T06:05:00.000-08:00

Sorry, fr nt updating lately . I was, well, nt able to use th comp due to sme reasons .
Bt, overall, i was busy, so yeah . I wanna say;

I hate this guy, so veryvery much ..
He's nt the sme SCH as me .
To whom it might concern ;
Its just OVER . I dnt want to do anything wif u EVER again . I know im harsh . Whenever i think or just remember bout th times, ill just feel engry, yet happy . I know u hate me, your friends hate me . Bt seriously, I DNT CARE . I dnt want to get my studies affected by this . Im just proud of u tht u can tahan my prangai LAST TIME . Bt seriously, whtever between u AND me, im forgetting all of it . EVERY single detail . Thts all in th past . Hope ull move one . Please just forget all th promises u gave me . Please . Im sorry it has to be this way . And thanks fr believing ur friends MORE than me . I appreciate it SO much laa eyh . We'll nt have anything to do wif each other anymore after this . Hope ull be reading this post .

Goodbye . And take care .

PS ; Sorry it has to be this way .

Signing off,
SyahSyah Beylo

Case 39 rocks oii .

2010-01-25T02:20:00.000-08:00

Ohkayy peeps . Currently at Zah's place nw . Just watched 'Case 39' .

Woohoohhooo . Damn scary ohkay . Screamed ALOT of times . Seram oii .

Kesian Zah kena layan aku . HAHA . Tawu uhr aku niek slow, baru nk tngok citerh dierh . WHO CARES? yehyeh .

Lemme say, dah lamerh aku tk tngok citerh seram mcm niek . mwahaha .

Out of 10, it will be 8, fr horror and shocking scenes . nb cb . screamed alot of times cos of tht .

Hmm, ending dierh cm mrepek gytu . alih2 all mcm happy ending . HAH .

dnt geddit . asal tknk sad ending? or scary ending? Kn best? lols .

haha .

Stupid sickness

2010-01-20T23:53:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings .
Currently at home . Didnt cme sch today . Runny nose, cough, sore throat, and fever . Woke up at 8 . Mummy kejerh kul 8.30am . Along kejerh kul 8am . Abah kejerh kul 6.30am . And im alone at home, with my grandparents . Dorang tdo jerh . Haha . Now, my temp is 39 degrees , ahaha . And it sucks being sick . Played with my fone until 9+ , then slept till 12 noon, or issit 1? Hmm, nt sure . Bathe and then ate cereal . Mummy didnt cook . -.- Aku terpakserh tnggu smpai maghrib baru leyh gy Dctr . Mummy and Abah alik around 6,7 . Kena tnggu dorang lorh . And i cnnt go out frm th house . Tnyerh uhr dorang knaperh . -.-

Otp wif Zah, she checked how i was doing at home , blah2 . She was wif Yvonne and Joshen otw to Hougang Point . Jealous siaa aku tngok . I WANNA EAT MCFLURRY . I want to! Bt cant, bodoh uhr .

dabeedah hoohoo.

2010-01-18T00:43:00.000-08:00

Currently at Zah's crib,along wif dearest junior, Amirah .
Bought LJS just nw and take away to eat at Zah's place . Found out Zah actually had a diary .
And today, 18/01/10 is SWEETA'S BIRTHDAY .(:
Actually had Mlay Dance practice today, gt cancelled due to sme reasons . HAPPY SIAA .

Birthday Girl . :D

2010-01-16T20:21:00.001-08:00

Im gnna go out ltr . 3+ . place? pasir ris or maybe tamp . hah . nk gy buat bnda . jngan kpo ek .
hahaha . tklaa . nk gy jalan2 jerh uhr . haha . damn bored at home . actually nari aderh E.E meetup . bt im nt going . BODOH UHR LU VENGEANCE . haha . paitao . haha, tklaa . kirim slam jerh laa kat laen . sch starts at 10.30am tmrw . and it rocks . bleyh tdo lmbat . haha . bngun pown lmbat . gerek dohh . and i have malay dance practice tomorrow . pfft . 3-5pm .
mlas siak .

th girl .

2010-01-16T19:48:00.000-08:00

Sorry fr nt updating lately . had to settle many things uhr . the problem tht ive told u earlier, it has alrdy been settled . so, thank goodness . tenang cket ati aku niek . aku nk ckp psal satu orng niek . dierh sngtsngt kental dah merepek . hahah , she likes to talk bad about people behind their back . especially me . she makes people think negatively bout me . she will try to make people think, tht shes th good one, and im th bad one . so, unreasonable . and i hate her . ask me urself to know who she is .

Time; 12.15
Date; 17 January 2010

;D

2010-01-08T02:24:00.000-08:00

Im currently on counselling . Dont ask me wht had happened . Ill nt tell u . Private dan cofidential . Hmm, i like this quote, by Zah anws ;
I die, You die, Everybody Die . :DD

HAHA . My blog is kinda acting weird lately . Ill tell u th date and time rite nw . Its alrdy 8th of January and its 6.30, pm .
:D

;D

2010-01-03T23:10:00.000-08:00

I cut my hair ! and all th 'good' pictures is in another memory card . nb cb .

i miss you memory card . hmm, come back pls ? i know u're around here smewhere . zzz .

;D

2010-01-03T23:01:00.000-08:00

I lost my memory card . the one i have all my 'prasan' pictures and songs i love .
lost it at home i think . or maybe kat luar . hmmm, enth laa . shit . gnna cry . gmbar sumerh baek2 sak ! cant life get any miserable ? pfft .

;D

2009-12-30T20:29:00.000-08:00

Smalam, 30 th of December, kat 424, aku vertifight electro ngn Husain . Haha . semangat kn kiterh ? Many of bdak 424 dtng nk tngok and support kiterh . Thanks korang ! Hahaha . And Sham, Kaka pown aderh, followed by Haizad & Acai . Hahah . Winner was ? Hmm, im nt sure either . its based on the votes . Haha, as there was no jury . to bad deh . Hmm, my idol, its fr sure, BELKAA . I love her !

;D

2009-12-23T21:29:00.001-08:00

I cannt remember about him anymore, and i musn't . its just a bad thing to do . I cant, i cant, i cant . And i really love the person i am with right now . this is just the obstacles tht i need to handle . if i cant, i must force my self .

;D

2009-12-23T21:05:00.000-08:00

I was jogging with my friend . haha, we were talking and laughing out loud . i was hearing her ipod tht time . listening to th song . She said ; whos tht behind us ? and was recalling th name of tht person . i turned to see who tht person was . & was surprised gilerh babs . it was 'Azz' . kayy, cant say his name . theres a history between me and him . well, whtever . hes different, in every way . looks, care jalan, tall-er and even gorgeous-er . hahah . tkleyh ckp bnyak sngt .

''Dia melihat aku, dan memancarkan senyuman manisnya . Dia berjalan terhadapku lalu aku bertanya ke mana dia bertuju . Dia katakan bahwa dia hendak ke kelas tarian Hip-Hop . Aku terkejut seketika . Aku lalu bertanya kepadanya, sejak bila dia menari . Dia lalu bersenyum dah katakan bahawa pendirian orang manusia bertukar, dan pendiriannya juga sudah bertukar . Aku tersenyum kepadanya lalu katakan 'Bye' dan melambaikan tanganku sambil menuju ke tempat yang lain . Tetapi, aku juga menoleh belakang dah melihatnya . Dia senyum kepadaku, dah melambaikan tangannya . Dia lalu pergi ke stesen MRT yang berdekatan situ . Sejak itu, aku hanya bersenyum sendiri . ;D''

;D

2009-12-23T20:53:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DrkkLXl0VH4

This song, reminds me of someone . a special someone . whom i didnt contact fr ages . ;D So, whenever i hear this song, i will remember him in my mind . the funny thing tht happened between us . bt sadly, thts is all in th past . when i looked at him tht time, after a very long time, i swear to God he's change . ohmg . hes so gorgeous . Bt im trying my best nt to think of him so much . cos ill scared tht 'thing' will happen again . and smemre, im alrdy someone's . ohgod . inikah cabarannya ? I guess so .

;D

2009-12-23T20:31:00.000-08:00

Im not anorexic . well, i dont know . the only thing tht's in my head is i wanna lose weight . i dont care if im ill or whtsoever . i know im crazy bt i dont care . im fat, im fat, im fat . im seriously nt eating anything right now . well, i dont know when im gnna stop doing this .

;D

2009-12-22T23:19:00.000-08:00

Im nt in a good mood now . so i just write a bit here . tdy gy jogging . aftr tht gy mkn breakfst pt KFC pt hougang point . turh pukol 10 or 11+ . mkan bubur ajerh . skrang pukul 4.01 . Im superh tired + hungry . i know wht im doing is unhealthy . bt im nt gnna eat . jdy diam . Turh jerh . alik , maen comp . lied to sham tht i slept cos didnt want to worry him and all . aku superh kurang ajar kat dierh , and aku menyesal . sorry sngtsngt bie . and then kiterh gadoh cket sal Friday , aderh uhs . den i just offline-ed a few moments ago . tkderh tenage . now nk gy tdo . nt gnna eat . tdo membuat aku menahan lapar , so whtever . nk blah skrang . update nxt time .

* im really sorry to hurt your feelings , i know i promised nt to . i love you . i will make it up to u . understand my situation right now . please ? and i miss you . sorry to make u angry or sad or whtever . D; soriesoriesoriesoriesorie sngtsngt bie . im a bad girlfie .

:D

2009-12-22T20:09:00.000-08:00

Wahai orngorng dunia, aku syahirah bte 'smethingsmething' ingin mengatekn bahawa sayerh, GEMOK . Haha, tk senonoh sak aku . Yehyeh, ive been gaining more weight this holidays . should be uh, nt tht i check my weight or anything . bt seriously, i am getting fat-er . OHMGOSH . Ohkayy, gnna be mre careful of my daily eating schedule . Here's my plan .

1 . NO eating fried stuffs . klau nk mkan pown, cket jerh .

2 . NO eating after 9pm onwards . if can, dont eat anything after 7pm .

3 . Have a heavy breakfast , so tkyah mkan lunch and dinner bnyak sngt .

4 . Go 'jogging' everyday .

5 . Avoid eating junk food, esp. eating @ Mcdonalds or KFC . Or LJS .

6 . Drink more plain water .

ooooo = Currently practicing ooooo = Nt tht really practicing

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2009-12-21T22:45:00.000-08:00

To th person who has been spamming my blog, using Sulaiman's name, stop doing so before i take matters into my own hands . I dont care if you dont like him or whtsoever . thts your problem . Bt making others to hate him too, its ridiculous . If YOU are reading this post, you btter think of wht ive just said . And yeah, ont more thing, by doing this, you're nt making us hate him . well, you're just wasting your time . whts the point laa kn ?

& to Sulaiman ; Aku nk ckp sorry klau aku terblame kau . i should have find out first . May Swears & Curses befall to whoever did tht . & again, im sorry .

And again, my blog is nt fr you guys to write your shit here . Even though its a public blog .

Fcuk to spammers & haters . nabei cb .

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2009-12-21T22:29:00.000-08:00

Dear , i miss you . ;D

& i really2 do .

Meet you soon aites ?

You're th only one tht i love .

Hope you will be reading this post, or it'll just go to waste .

& sorry fr hurting your feelings . i really am .

tht's all i wanna say .

take care beloved , you're MINE .

XOXO

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2009-12-21T21:22:00.000-08:00

Sapppppppp orngorng dunia . sorie fr nt updating my blog . Just dont feel like it . currently adjusting myself to the new blogskin, which i lovee veryvery much . :D yehyeh . and if u noticed, im trying hard to change the style of my typing . cos i feel tht my USUAL style of writing is always waste alot of time . if u care to look, look at wht's the difference . bt if u dont, dont bother kayy ? thanks . im wondering to myself why i even write about this stuffs . haha, im lame, i know .;D
well, today smething happened, as usual . actually today, planned to go 'jogging' wif yours truly, Naurah Syamimi . last min plan saa, haha . called her yesterday night, around 12 . yours truly said yes . and so, we planned to meet at 6.30 in the mrning . haha, smngat much . :D

1 . im getting fat, everybody says so . well, nt everybody . bt still, im fat and i need to lose weight .
2 . skali sekala nk gy jogging during th holidays . bilerh lgy mawu exercise kn ? yehyeh .

so, begytulaa citerh dierh . so, aku plak nie, smngat uhs bngun kul 6 . hahah, txt-ed Nau . and she didnt reply . The first thing in my head was, dierh blom bngun . haha, cmon laa, aku dah knal dierh 4 tahun . so, aku tahu laa, bukan 'nk step' ke aperh uh . tpy dah mmang btol . so yehyeh . called her house fr like 5 times ? & nobody answered . bingit jgak aku . sabar jerh syah . txt-ed her another 9 TIMES . baek syah ! ;D bt still to no avail . pfft ~! Then aku tdo alik . hahah . woke up bck at arnd 7, called her home phone, engaged . then tdo alik . woke up at 8, called her home phone, engaged . then tdo alik . bngun kul 11+ called her homephone, engaged, AGAIN . aku pehh frus, then aku gy pcet dierh, suroh kol aku . after tht, called Fieqah , bobal2 jerh . AND FINALLY, NAURAH called . using her FATHER'S phone, said sorry, cos dierh tk bngun . haha, aku pown mrah dierh . she said her mum was using th phone . then the nxt thing i know, kiterh bobal cnference . kecoh uhs . hahs . Then we actually planned to go jogging at arnd 3,4,5 . bt tk jady . so instead, im meeting her later, going mac . Montfort area there, to wht ? blajar ;p smangat seyh kiterh . ;DD

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2009-12-17T20:15:00.000-08:00

I MISS DANCING ELECTRO VERYVERY MUCH !
- written at a very bored state .

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2009-12-16T22:14:00.000-08:00

Yes , as you see here , ive changed my blogskin , AGAIN . if uve seen the old one , i mean the plain light pink background , its just ugly . Well , if you wanna know why ill take the trouble to change my blogskins , its 'cos , SOME COPYCATS TRIED TO COPY MY SKINS . Haha , maybe you think turh sukerh ati dorang uh nk ikot ke aperh . Tpy everytime aku tkar , DIERH POWN NK TKAR . isnt tht just 'melebih' ? Kau tkderh originality ke sayang oii ? please laa . lame dohh .
Credits to yours truly , Kak Surya , aka Surya Kecoh One & Only , fr helping to change my blogskin . Loveee her loads . Thanks akak (:

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2009-12-14T04:13:00.000-08:00

I need help wif my blogskin , mymy its ugly ! D:
Tagged to linked aye ? Lost ALL my links in th process . pfft !

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2009-12-10T06:08:00.000-08:00

I will be going to Malacca tomorrow . Hmm yeap . Frm Friday till Sunday or Monday gituk . Eesh . Gnna miss 'you know who' . & other people jgak . So if any of u guys txt me and i dont reply , sorie aye ? Me and my mum jerh . Cos aderh jemputan pt citu , gnna stay at my cousins place there . hope , bukan kampung . maklumlaa , aku nie cerewet ciket . ;D Hahah . Gnna shop here and there too . Half of me feels happy and excited bt the other half of me feels sad . Hmm , enthlaa ek . i swear im gonne miss , hmm , umm , SHAM ! Hahah , yes , i said his name aye ! ;DD
Hahah , taking bus there , at 10 . place ? lavender . Hmm , yeap . Packing up my stuffs now . eeesh . ssah btol laaa . mlas jgak . Hmm , yeapyeap .

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2009-12-10T05:18:00.000-08:00

Sappsapp . Busy to update lately . Bt here i am , telling u guys wht ive been doing . yeahs . fr me , its a MUST to update EVERYTIME i go out . or either if smething INTERESTING happen . yeapyeap . Ohkayy . Nari , aku kejerh , lgy . Mwahahah . Tolong my sis decorate2 bnda . hmm , actually by today kena abis , bt then tk cukop time . Den sambung nxt week . kesian taw kiterh , ssah payah decorate and stuff . Lgy2 aku , the only thing i ate in the mrning is biscuit and air , turh pown kul 12 . den aku tk mkan smpi kul 6+ , bab busy kejerh . kakak aku pown samerh . kesian kiterh . After work , angkat kaki gy HM , met umi and abah there . Blanja NTUC . Thts wht happened the whole day , & coming up . GOOD NEWS > ;D or should i say sad . D:

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2009-12-08T04:47:00.000-08:00

Ohkayy , im bored . So heres some pictures of me . Hahah . Sajerh jerh aku tarok . NO reason . ;D

This is the latest picture of me . Hahah . Senyum Gigi ;D

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2009-12-08T04:29:00.000-08:00

Ohkayy . I was thinking to write a post about tht 'someone' . Know who i mean ? Hahah , 'ada' uh . :DD Its been a week and 2 days since u know wht . All i wanna say is ,
'you, i janji, i akan cuba sedaya upaya i, untuk tidak sakitkn hati u. U dah bnyak bersabar ngn i. Kerana prangai i yg irritating nie, i paham. You tk penah sakitkn ati i pown, tk cayerh? Nk i sumpah demi saperh2 peh namerh ? I brani. Mwahaha. ;D You are just great. The greatest 'you know wht' i have ever have. Hahah. Klakar sak bilerh i bobal ginie. Mcm mushy2 plak. HAHA. Dahdah. I pown nk cuba sedaya upaya untuk JNGN jady rambang materh. Geddit? Yeapyeap. U POWN. I have 100% trust in u. Hoping u will nt do anything tht will make me sad or whtsoever. Kayy? Kayy.. ILOVEYOU like hell tawk.'
Hahah , panjang much ? Syahsyah beylo katerhkn . Mestilaa tulis panjang2 . heheh . ;D

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2009-12-08T04:11:00.000-08:00

Selamat evening guys . ;D Apa sak selamat evening , hahah . Kayy watever . Nari aku kejerh kat Marsiling lgy . Well ,, it was ohkayy . I just hate it when i had to face some irritating customers . Eeeshh . they will be like very the kecoh uhs . Most of the people who cme will ask , 'Kedai ayah eyh?' Then i will be like , 'hmm, bukanlaa. Kawan punyerh bapak punyerh kedai.' I will somehow feel awkward gilerh abis . Hmm , dont know why . Hmm , then dabis kejerh , dapat upah lerr . This time gt around $20 jerh . pfft . Then zal's dad drove us to this place at woodlands . Barang2 and baju2 sumerh murah gilerh babs . Bought this pink skinnys fr $13 . Hahah . Murah dok . And bought this 'Little Miss Late' shirt . Hahah , cute kn ? Biaserh uhs . Katerh syah . HAHAH . ;p It cost 2 fr $10 . Ohkayy perh . Zal satu , aku satu . Hahah . Then balik , tukar baju gy kejerh lgy satu . Hahah , this time , im working fr my sis . Nyiahaha . Nk tawu kejerh aperh ? Jady assistant laa seyh . ;D Beyh zal agreed to help me . Yayy ! Hahah , beyh ohkayy lorh . Aku kerh 3 hari , tolong decorate benda , beyh dapat $30 . ohkayy uh kn ? Yeapyeap . Planning to simpan . save uh seyh . Hahah . Dabis kejerh , terus alik . Sedareh dari mlysia dtng umah . Haha . Den alik lorh . Actually wanted to singgah HM to buy mccafe . Then cm mlas plak , lgypown sedareh waiting fr me seyh kat umah . Nk jumperh pehh psal . ;DD
I miss my love <3

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2009-12-05T20:16:00.000-08:00

did i tell u guys tht im working ? Yes i am . Haha . Frget to post about it . hahah . Im working wif zal's dad . Jual2 benda . Its like a pasar , bt nt actually one . Frm 8.30 till 12 or 1 likedatt . ;DD The pay is around $20-$25 . cool rite ? Yeapyeap , dapat gaji straight after working , muahahah . ;DD I worked last tuesday , and yeap , quite fun . hahah ;DD The place is at marsiling . jauh kn ? demi duit beb . hahaha . After working , pergy lpak and jlan2 ngn zal jap . sempat ek kiterh ? yeapyeap ;DD Came back home at around 6+ . Balik , then tngok Singapore Idol . Haha . Talking bout Singapore Idol , im sooo supporting Sylvia And Tabitha , no offence Sezairi . Hes like , SUPERRRHHH cute laa . Bye heyh , the lalent tht counts u know ? yeapyeap . Vote people Vote ! ;DD gonna work this coming week . tiredtired .

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2009-12-05T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hahah , ohkayyohkayy . On Friday , went to EHub again . This time , watched New Moon again , with yours truly , Zalillah . Hahah . Blanja-ed by Zal . ;DD Gerek . 88-ed to Pasir Ris . Then planned to walk to Downtown , bt then it rained . Gt lost halfway . HAHA . Slenger sak kiterorang . ;DD Then took 89 straight there . Yeap . bought tickets . THEN , skali ternmpak turh BIATCH luh seyh . I was alone tht time , Zal went to buy the tickets . I think the BIATCH saw me first , cos when i looked at her , she just stared at me updown , and jeling and walked away . WTH siaa pompan sundal ? pfft ! Wht an attitude u gt there !

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2009-12-04T23:42:00.000-08:00

OhkayyOhkayy . Lots of stuffs to update here . First thing first , New Moon Rocks ;D On Thursday , went to EHub and watch it with yours truly , Farz , Kaka & Sham . Hahah . Met them at around 2+ , i came late . Suppose to be 1.30 ? Hahah , yeap . Syah siap lambat . ;D Sorie laa korang ! Ohkayyohkayy . Farz dah bingit . thenthen 89-ed to pasir ris . ;DD Kaka kena blah jap psal aderh hal . Me , Farz and Sham , kiterh lpak pat downtown , jalan2 , mkan and maen arcade . Ahaha . At around 6+ , Kaka came back . Aperh sak diekturh . pfft ! then kiterh pown tngok wayang . And i cried 2 times . I repeat , TWO times . ;DD Sedih sak part bilerh Edward tinggalkn Bella , and part bilerh Bella tinggalkn Jacob . How sad , D: Then aftr tht jalan2 , then went home . Reach home at around 10+ . Met Along pat bawah block . My elder sis laa . HAHA . Then , went home together . I really enjoy myself tht day . I love them all . Farz , Kaka , & Sham ;DD

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2009-12-02T20:18:00.000-08:00

Pasir ris , here i come ! Hahah , lame sak syah . Tmrw i going out wif Sham , Farz , Kaka . We watching New Moon there . Nyiahaha . Bt seriously , the only thing tht is bothering me right now , is the tickets . I hope it wont sold out uhs . Like seriously . I dont wanna watch another show . Eee . Ive been wanting to watch tht show since 2 mths ago ? hah , smangat kapa syah . =D

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2009-11-30T23:14:00.000-08:00

Ohkayy , enough talking bout the biatch . Lets talk , about me . Well , later , gonna meet zal . Going to vivo later . Insyaallah . Im like so fcuking bored at home siaa ! Hahah . Like seriously . Aku mendak siott . Kayy2 . Meeting her underh her block later . aku jumperh dierh nnti beyh , kiterh together2 gy HM naek MRT kat sanerh . Hahah . Yeapyeap . Its ages since i last met her . Last month dok . Baek skaliii ! ;DD Hahahaa .
Some people , well they are kinda irritating me by saying tht i have changed and all . Bt seriously , im still the old Syahirah . Maybe , well , maybe , my style in things have changed . I dont wanna people to hate me just cos they think i have changed . Well , seriously . Bt klau korang maseyh benci aku , turh korang pehh psal yerr ? Aku dah tk kisah psal bnda turh lgy . geesshh . Dah , itu jerh sayerh nk ckp .

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2009-11-30T22:55:00.000-08:00

Kepaderh , NURF***** BTE *****E , serious ek pompan , jngan nk step manerh pehh innocent ek suar . Kau pown aderh slah jgak . In fact the reason we're fighting is cos of u , BIATCH . Soo , aku harap sngat2 , get a life ! Pls . And i dont understand why are your friends helping you . I think they havent see the OTHER side of you . Yet . And YOU are just , well , EXTRA . The poor biatch goes extra . Hahah . ohkayy well , whtever . Aku sumpah , aku dah tknk aderh paperh kenemengena ngn kau lgy . And stop complaining to people about your problems . Its pathetic .

Signing off ,
SyahSyah Beylo (:

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2009-11-30T22:11:00.000-08:00

Ek pompan sundal , you are so pathetic . This post is ESPECIALLY for you my dear . Kau pompan sial bodoh ! Dok , kau sendirik nk tawu wht WE think of u kn ?? Beyh aperh nie uhs ? You just cant except the fact tht we hate u issit ? Sampai nk suroh kwan kau sumerh defend kau . Aperh nie uhs ? Lame dokk . Kiterh bukannyerh nk rembat kau or whtsoever . CM bdak2 primary siaa . Turh uhs , nk tawu sngt kn , well , AMIK KAU ! Dont blame me motherfucka . Fieqah dah ckp ngn kau , beyh kau degil tknk dngar kn . Salah saperh ? Salah kau jgak sial . Nahh ! amik kau . Kiterh kenakn kau rabak2 . Cant you face it urself ? Bru ginie siak ! Baru ginie dah takot , beyh mintak tolong orng laen . Kau kecot ek ? Ohh , kayy . SureSure , i understand your lame attitude . ;p Haha . Wth siak far . OOPS , did i just say UR NAME ? You nt the only one who has the name FARHANA you know ? Ek , seriously speaking uh . All this while , aku diam2 diri jerh uh . Skrang aku nk ckp teros terang ngn kau . Aku , syahirah , memang tk sukerh prangai kau since 2003 ! Amik kau . Pri 1 beb . Sebab aperh ? Prangai kau cm sial , terlalu sial . Kau ingt kawan2 kiterh yg lain sukerhkn kau kerh uhk ? TK BODOH . Aperh laa lu minah . Jngan maen ngn api bleyh tk ? In the end , you're the one whos going to get hurt . ;pp

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2009-11-30T00:23:00.001-08:00

Today , i got to know something tht made me happy , but at the same time , sad D: You , you tawu tk u lambat by just one step ? One step ajerh ?? By just one step , can make a very big difference . I sendiri tk boleyh percayerh seyh . Kalau u awal sikit jerh , i repeat , sikit jerh , kiterh dah akan bahagia sekarang nie . Bt hell no , see wht happen now ? Ohmgosh . teramat2laa sedih i sekarang niek . The day i chatted wif u , and met u there , i raserh teramatlaa happy . Dont ask me why , i sendiri tk tawu . ;D You seem to be different in a way , tht is hard fr me to describe . I know one thing , and tht is , i love you . But i dont know wht ure thinking right now . I hope we can be together . Like how couples are . Bt unfortunately , fate just made it this way . I want to be yours , be loved and cared by you . Will you wait ? I know what you're feeling . I dont blame you . But i cant force you , see ? Its upto u my dear . Bt i know , I love you . (:

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2009-11-30T00:07:00.000-08:00

Sapp people ;DD Sayerh bru tukar blog skin sayerh . :D Ohkayy tk ? Hahah , kawan sayerh fieqah , yg tolong sayerh . Credits too herr ! Yes , well i miss my old blog , where the background has my name SyahSyah Beylo and all . Cute siak . ;DD Well , to bad syah , dah tkar . (: Process dierh lameee taw ! Yeapyeap . Well , tomorrow or maybe on wednesday , i will be watching New Moon , with farz , kaka & of course , Sham . Hmm , tmpat ek ? Tk sure lgy uhs . Pasir ris kot . Mwahahah . Watched 2012 wif them last week . The citerh , was AWESOME . I repeat , AWESOMEEE ! Aderh part ingtkn aku psal dunie kiamat . Eeeshh , seram2 . Nk taubat uhs . And im serious . And nt kidding in any way , Syah tngah serious niek .

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2009-11-23T03:56:00.000-08:00

Today , i stayed home like a good girl again . Woke up at 1pm . perangai cm pig sak syah . HAHA . Bathe and all . read this book , FR THE FIRST TIME . The story was quite interesting . Kayy , lame laa syah .

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2009-11-23T03:54:00.000-08:00

Here i am ahgain , updating my blog . Well , yeah , todays post will be boring , cos im feeling the same way too , bored . -.-

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2009-11-20T20:09:00.000-08:00

Kayy peeps , later im gnna go , orchard central to catch a glimpse of the singapore idol finalist . Well , aku niek bukannyerh semangat ke aperh . Tpy , kawan aku , fieqah yg ajak ikot dierh . Dierh mati2 nk gy . So , aku ikot jerh ;D yeah . Kiterh bersemangat skali ;D Wif Farhanah , & Naurah ;D

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2009-11-20T19:42:00.000-08:00

Sapp all humanoids in this world . ;D Yeah . Yesterday's event was quite awesome actually . (: UNFORTUNATELY , someone yang 'keras kepala' tknk datang . pfft ! you are graduating alrdy and u still think tht its just a waste of time to come ? nt its nt ! the teachers , ssah payah nk siapkn bnda2 dierh sumerh , beyh aperh korang buat ? tknk datang . pfftpfft ! yelaa , i cant pakserh u guys or anything rite ? so yeah , turh jerh i wanna say . Kayy , UNFORTUNATELY jgak , the silat booth , tk jady nk jual ice cream . tk cukop modal . HAHA . beyh , Mdm Radzawaty , aka , Mdm Radza , (: decided tht we should sell tattoos instead . well , lame right ? no offense cikgu ! ;p Kayy , we started selling from 5 till 8 or 9 ? yeahs . Kayy , ill have to tell you guys smething ltr . ;D

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2009-11-19T21:19:00.001-08:00

Today , theres this program well , should i say , event in school . Starry starry night . I dunnoe whts the point anws . Every CCA group will be having a booth , to sell things . Hahah . Im representing , Silat ;D the event will be frm 6-9 pm . Hahahh . Well , I , will have to report by 3 . Like siak . So early fr wht ? Pfft .

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2009-11-19T21:13:00.000-08:00

Ohh yeah , need to tell you guys smething . My grandma , has been discharge frm hospital . Kayy , and currently , living wif my uncle . Alhamdulillah . ;D

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2009-11-19T20:55:00.000-08:00

Sapsapsap . Here i am again , updating my blog . Yesterday , went to compass wif mummy . jalan2 there and well , kinda shop fr things uhs . Hahah . smething funny happened . Before jalan2-ing , went to banquet to eat . i was talking2 wif mummy , then firstly , i saw an old indian guy sitting quite near me , haha , and he was a relief teacher in my sch . forget his name though . quite a number of people who hate's him . hes just , well , unreasonable . like seriously . kay , this is the best part . i was eating , then i looked around , skali , ohmgohmgohmg , i saw mr azizi , walking towards me . i was like , ohmyy . i was well , shocked uhs . he was wif this lady , i thought she was chinese . they were looking fr a place to sit . beside my mum and i , there was this empty sit . thenthen , they came towards us . mr azizi looked at me . could tell tht he was surprised too . nyiahaha . then the lady came and asked , 'is this sit taken?' in malay . haha , skali i gt to know , she was mix blood . hahah . Mr azizi gt girlfriend seyhhh . HAHAH . Then , i say 'no(:' and smiled . hahah . they then sit beside us lorh . hahah . mummy was like , 'who is he ? you know him ?' . 'yeah ! of cos i do !' i replied , bt nt shouting . hahah . then mummy , was like , 'talk to him uhs' . HAHA . gilerh ek ? Im nt even rapat to him . Thenthen , fr like 15 mins , sat on the same table with them . hahah , noticed tht cikgu was glancing at me , like wht sak . When we finished eating and all , we went off . HAHA . Bye cikgu . ;D

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2009-11-16T20:20:00.000-08:00

wellwellwell , wht must i say so far . Yes , im currently loving my holidays . i only like the , lpak & jalan2 part . nt the staying at home , doing nothing part . On the 30th , will be celebrating my sisters birthday at east coast , with her ITE friends . her bf will be there . i think . Mum will be cooking , dad will prepare the pit and all . Hmm , well , i lazy to go uhs . Hahah . Today , well , im just at home , doing nothing . Yesterday went to vivo wif , Syah , Nana and Khai . Jalan2 and all . Dah turh jerh . I wan go out siak . Buy smething at Hougang Mall , anything also can . asalkn , bnda . pfft , bored siaa at home . Todays post will be boring , cos im feeling the same way , bored .

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2009-11-16T20:07:00.000-08:00

Heyh , supsup . Kinda busy to update blog . kayy , umm , hello ; D
Well , im kinda surprise by smething , you are my greatest friend , bt wht did ya do ? You did smething tht made me so fcuking fedup . how could you ? like seriously . wif tht guy ? didnt i warn you . bt still , you ignored me . if anything happens , i warn you , dont you ever look for me and ask me for help . i will never forgive you . you did such a stupid thing . and yeah , it really made me angry , really2 angry . fcuking biatch . i hate you to death , if you are reading this , yeah . you should be sad and angry . thts the point . pfft ! kayy , relax syah .

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2009-11-05T17:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday ;
Went to hospital wif my mum . Got of of the house at 1+ . Thought of taking MRT there . Then while otw , doctor called , talked to mum bout smetink . Thenthen , mum decided to take a cab instead . -.- Reached SGH around 1.30+ . Went to my grandma's ward . She was sleepink . Cute siak ;D (Siak jerh aku niek ;D) Dunwan disturb , sat there and talktalk wif mummy . Few minutes ltr , nyai woke up . (Tht's wht i called her .) thenthen , Mummy placed nyai's bju and stuffs tht she broght into the drawer bside the bed . Kayy , cut short . I stayed there wif mummy from around 1.30+ till 9.30 . Hahah . Around 8 hours ek ? Yeah . Around 8 in the evening , nyai changed her ward . Cos of sme reasons . Then after settling down in the new ward and all , said goodbye to nyai . Kissed and hugged her . Ohgosh , i love her so much ! Its so sad to see her bedridden . ): Aftr tht , left . Dearest uncle send both of us home . My mum and i luhs . Then bathe and everythink . At night , talked otp wif Azeem ;D From 11.30 till 1.30 . Hahah . Azeem was PESTERING me to sing . HAHA . KIDDING . Kayy2 , both of us sang to each other , in a VERYVERY funny way ;D Hahah . Then i pestered him to talk in indon language . And yeahs , i talked to him in indon too . Hahah , its like soo funny . Then found out smething SUPERH funny . Mr Linus ? Hahah ! Pndai2 pkir yer ? Azeem loves Mr Linus veryvery much . I didnt expect someone like him to be loving smething like MR Linus ;D Nyiahahas . Thenthen , at 1.30 , we stopped talking , and txt each other instead . I slept 10 minutes ltr ? Yeahs . Thts all happened yesterday . ;D

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2009-11-04T03:57:00.000-08:00

Lepak2 at 424 fr a while , then go HM to buy food to eat . (Didnt eat breakfast seyh!) Kayy2 . Then , slacked fr a while . Decided to go to Daiso@ Rivervale Mall to 'buy' some things ;D Dngar2 'buy' perh . Gahaha . (: Then , after 'buying' wht we want , took 88 back to 424 . then slacked there . Blahblahblah . Was angry wif 'SOMEONE' fr doing 'SOMETHING' . WTF uh eyh . You treat me like what siak . Shit ? Fcuk off laa . Then went home early , frustrated luhhs . Was back home by 6.30 . I wanna be a good girl ;D

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2009-11-04T03:33:00.000-08:00

Mum woke me up , said tht uncle called by and told her tht my grandmother is sick , and was vomiting and having dai-ree-ahh .(or whtever it is spelled . haha .) It veryvery weird for an old woman to be having tht kind of 'thing' . Uncle asked my mum to follow him along to hospital , for a check up . Mum left the house at 9+ . Well , i just hope tht my grandma , will be ohkayy . ;D I love her alot . She took care of me when im 3 till 7 . I love her so fcuking much . Then , played computer . Till around 12 . Siap2 , then met Farz under my block . Tk jadi nk jumperh Wawan . Some reasons uhs . (Dont kpoh) (:

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2009-11-03T06:01:00.000-08:00

Well , have some plans fr tmrw . Going out wif Farz & maybe Sazlynna . Jalan2 -ing . Meeting Wawan ? Hmm dunnoe laas . Bt im feeling currently lazy . And was planning to go to tamp instead . Tell Farz later . ;D

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2009-11-03T05:46:00.000-08:00

Heyh . Updated again . Today ; Stayed at home like a good girl . Woke up at 1.30+pm . Slept like a pig . Hahah . Slept about 2-3 am yesterday . Played comp , chat wif 'you know who' at msn till 2.30 . Felt tired . Stopped , and watched tv till 3+ . I think ?
Today ; Woke up , bathed . Ate breakfast , or should i say , lunch ? ;D Then , watched tv . Felt bored . Called 'you know who' till 4.30+ . then talked wif Farz & Andy otp . Sheesshh . Very boring laa . -.-

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2009-11-01T07:50:00.000-08:00

For those people out there , i need to clear things out . Klau korang nk pcayerh aperh 'orng2 kental' yg spam blog aku turh kn , pecayerhlaa korang . U people aderh kepala otak sndiri utk fikir . If you guys support those lousy bastards and bitches out there . Its fine with me . All i can say is , its nt true . Kayy ? Kayy ;D

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2009-11-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

In malay ; Kepade orang2 yang tidak sukerhkn aku , atau senang ckp , orang yg benci aku kn , apaperh korang nk ckp pasal aku , ckp jerh laa . Actually kn , aku tk kisah . ;D Yang paling mrepek paderh aku kn , spam blog orang . Aperh korang pikir uhs ? Korang spam blog aku , ckp aku kental turh sumerh , bgos perh ? Eyh , please eyh . Grow up . klau tk puas ati kn , bobal laa depan2 atau personally . Skrang niek , spam tagbox aku ckp , aku nie flirt laa , gatal laa , perampas mataer orng laa , inilaa itulaa . Haha . Aku kadang2 tngok , boleyh ketawerh . Sebab kn , prangai korang cm bdak2 . Kental , blom matang . ohh yeah , and tk brani . Hahas . Sbab aperh ? Korang tk brani nk tulis namerh sndiri . Like wth ?? Klakar laa . For your info kn , i dont take this seriously . I take all of it as a joke ;D . Korang serious sak buat lawak . ;D

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2009-11-01T06:57:00.000-08:00

Woww . Its been a long time since i updated my blog . Been quite busy . EOY results are finally out . Good news . I passed ;D & will be promoted to Sec 2E2 . im happy . Fr the class position , i maintained it . 37/39 . Hahas . (cukop makan jerh) I really thought tht i will be going to acad , bt thank goodness ! I didnt cme true ! ;D I promised to myself , next year , i WILL do HARDER . Go SSB ;D ! Kayy lame . Lame sak syah . Haha . Hmm , exams over , and people keep asking , when will i have a replacement ? hmm . Guys & people out there , if you wanna know , ive been thinking . I think i will NOT get one . Well , its confirmed . Dont ask me why . I just feel like it .

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2009-10-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

And peeps of the world ! My birthday will be on the nxt 6 days !! Cant wait fr it though . I hpe i will get presents ! Cheyh mcm tk tawu malu gituk . HAHA . Tpy maklumlaa , u wanna bet how many people frgetten my birthday ? Hmm . Sedih seyh . Haha . Tkperh . Dont go all 'emo' syah . Be happy and always say 'Hello !' . Hahas . Kae sorie . Random ;D Bt dikirehkn , im unlucky seyh . -.- My birthday is on the 7th Oct . And my exams start on the 5th Oct . BT , lucky on the 7th no exam (: Yayy ! Hahas . Zah told me she was planning smething . Ohgod . Aperh jerh taw dieknie . Kasi orang suspend jerh . Said tht 7 more people is involved in this . Seram seyh . SERIOUSLY .

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2009-10-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

Sorie fr the late update . Have been neglecting my blog fr the past few days . Or should i say , WEEKS ??! Haha . Kayss . Dont over react syah . ;D There's alot of things tht has happen . Bt IM LAZY to say all of it uh kayys . HEES ~ There has been fights , sad times , happy times & of cos 'kekek' times laa . Well , today , went to sch as perh normal . Exams nxt week . And ya know wht ? I havent even start revising . WTH rite ? Mcm ginik perh express student . Ish3 . ;D

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2009-09-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

++ I love this Dj soo much seyh ~!

Dj Fozzie Bear . Firstly , hes damn cute ~! And his songs all , gerek2 . (:

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2009-09-06T05:51:00.000-07:00

Hello Wellos ~! Yeah . busy lately to update . And yeahs . Just informing ya . Im now in this dance group called Voltro . Hahas . Voltage + Electro = Voltro . (: Cool much ? Invited to join by two people . And yeahs . Thought and thought bout it . Finally ohkae lorh . Told the HARD leader bout it . And i just realised something , i love tecktonik + Electro ~! Haha . Well , ya noe tht im in JSI(JumpStyleInfectionist) & HARD(HardStyleAddictionRevolutionaryDancerz) right ? Yeahs . In HARD , i just got promoted by the leader to be in charge of the tecky part . The members in HARD ask me to teach them tecky . Ohkae lorh . No probs about tht . Tomorrow theres this meet-up @ punggol park @ 4pm . THAT & HARD will be there . Kae . Intro bout both os these two groups . Mainly , they are just shuffling groups . (Thts wht i only know. ) Haha . Hmm . Yeah . JSI , well , is just jumpstyle . Voltro , well , is just electro + tecktonik . Haha . Well , thts all i wanna say . (: Update nxt time aye ! (:

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2009-09-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

JumpStyle Infectonist , HardstyleAddictionRevolutionaryDancerz .
Yeah . Im in both . And whyy ? Gotta problem wif tht ? Its cooll . (:
Update soon .(:

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2009-08-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

On Friday , met Fieqah , Afik , Ahmad , Taufik and Sulaiman at Punggol Park . Been a long time since we met . Yeah . Slacked there till 5.30 . Then go home . Fasting mah . (:

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2009-08-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

HelloHelloHello . (:

Sorie fr the late updates . Kinda lazy + busy to update anything . And yeahs . Lots of things i have to cover up .

Just have to say , well , tomorrow is .. Teacher's Day ! Haha . Kae . I know im lame . (: Bt the point is , well , im performing tomorrow . Yeahs . U must be wondering wht type of performance im going to perform . Well , its jumpstyle/tecktonik at the same time . Cool right ? Its only me & my partner , ridhwan , performing . 'Pair' wat . Bt i just treat him like a brother ya noe ? Yeahhs . He's a great partner to work wif laa . Thts all . Some of the practices we had , so fcuking fun lorh . Haha . Especially training wif the other groups . Then now , well , im feeling butterflies in my stomach . So nervous bout tmrw . Like hello ? If i make a mistake , it will be like , so paiseyy right ? Somemore performing in front of the whole school . zzz . Kk . Went to Bugis ystrday . To buy my shirt fr the performance . Bought this shirt which cost me $12 . Yeah . Then saw this cool bag . Bought it fr $12 also . Yeahs . Good price . (:

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2009-08-19T03:05:00.000-07:00

Ridhwan is such a great jumpstyler /dancer . Having him as my dance partner is great . Bt , unfortunately , i let him down in the teacher's day audition . In my opinion , i totally sucked at it . Ohgosh . It just went totally wrong . Im seriously disappointed in myself . I had only 2/3 days to get all the dance steps and the moves right . Bt wen on tht day itself , on the stage , the audience cheering and screaming like hell , it just made me soo soo nervous . And it kinda made me forget my steps . Shit . Thts the most unforgetable experience in my secondary school life . I regret it soo muchh ~! Bt , Yess !! We made it through ~! Haha . Im soo damn happy siaa ~!
Gtg . Chat nxt time . Bye . (:

Randomness } (:

2009-08-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hello , hello , hello !
Sorry bt didnt have time to update mie blog . Kinda busy lately . Im in school right now . HEES ~ Have this IPW class . Zzz . Need to make a blog regarding the YOG Games . Pfft . My group is Tryphena , Mie , Yan Shan , Joey and Nurul . Well , the blogs all done . All well , its done MOSTLY by Joey . Including the skin . Woah . Just looked at it . And u know wat ? Im SOO impressed ! Its like soo nicee ~! But the blog is kinda boring cos it doesn't have any song . Gtta put it in SOONN ~! (: Hmm , the lab is like kinda noisy wif all my classmates shouting . Haha . The teacher , Mr Arizan , (a 'kind-hearted teacher) let us do our blog . Most of us are . Bt the boys , NO . They are , well , looking at Youtube for wat i also dunnoe . Eessh . Their mind is 'yellow' . Know wat i mean ? Yeahh . Nurul is putting in the song . Tryphena and Yan Shan is facebook-ing . HAHA . Well , facebook-ing is fun though . For me . Don't like it ? Get lost . Pfft .

Gtg soon . Bt nehmind . Hmm , my comments on this IPW lesson , its ohkae laa . I only like the part where we get to use the computer . HAHA . I dont , i repeat , i DONT like the rest of this class . Haha . Last two lesson , we just stayed in class and did nothing . We might as well go home right ? Zzz . Bt we can't . The Mr Arizan asked us to stay . Wth right ? And yeah . We stayed till 3 sitting there doing nothing . Ohh . I mean , talking . Haha . Talked to Tryphena like nobody's business . Ooo . Gtg . Update ya nxt time . Byee . }(:

That sad day ):

2009-08-07T04:03:00.000-07:00

I've been hurt so badly . Dont EVER leave me . Please . ): U noe wat ? You may not know this . But to me , you are the most special bestfriend that i have EVER have . I understand that you think that you don't belong in that school . Well , to tell you the truth , i actually planned to transfer too . Cause the rest off my bestfriends is in another school . In primary 6 , all i can think of is being with friends i love . And all i wanted is to be in the same school as them in secondary one . Then , after getting the results , my parents forbid me to be with them . Cause they think they influenced me badly .

I begged them . But they didnt allow me . I was so depressed and sad . I cried quietly in my room . Then now , im in this school . Eesh . Actually i hated the first day . Thought that i will suffer in that school without any friends . Then , i made a promise to myself . Whatever happens , just be happy and think positively . I tried as hard as possible to be as friendly as ever . Yeah , thats how i know you . If you want , ask my primary school friends , how much ive changed . Then i started hanging out with you and all . Its a wonderful journey . Treasure the times . (: Tried talking with my mum . Whether she will let me transfer school or not . Bt one condition , i must pass all my subjects . The first few exams , i totally did badly . And i nearly gave up . Then i studied as hard as possible . In the CA3 exam , i passed all my subjects . Maybe i didnt tell you this . Yeahh . Told my mum about it . Showed her the exam papers . She actually said i could . Then when i think back , i said to her , that i dont want it anymore . Said to her , i will be just fine being in the school that i am in right now . Haha . She laughed and said its upto me . Then yes . I sticked to my decision . Cause , i know in the school , i have TONS of good friends , and even people who dont like me . But who cares ? I just want to be with you , and the rest of my friends . Bt most importantly , YOU . I love you soo much . I've made a decision that i will not regret . (: And i mean what i say . Thats all . Remember this . (:

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2009-08-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

Tuesday ;
planned to stay at home & do tuition homework given by my lovely , adorable tuition teacher . HEES ~ Dont want to get scolded . U noe tht time i didnt do my homework (cause i was kinda busy with other things) , and she nehver scold me . Then wen she wanted to left , she gave me TONS of homework . Wth ritee . So didnt expect tht to happen . Bt nehver mind , the more the better . (: Today i actually wanted to do and complete all of it . Then , Farz (my cute and adorable cousin) called me and asked me to lpak with her . Said tht she was Munir and Hafiz . Hesitated to come . Bt then farz forced me to . Kk fine . Went down 30 minutes ltr . Then met her opposite PPS . Unfortunately , Munir and Hafiz went home already . Then saw Farz wif Alip , Wan , and Wan's GF , Nazura . HAH . Was kinda shocked though . DONT ASK WHY . Was kinda speechless when i reach there . Then pulled Farz aside and ask her to go to another place . Alip followed . Wan and Nazura was kinda ''left'' there by their own . I mean like , who the hell cares ?? Then Farz , Alip and me , went to 424 to meet Afai there .

While waiting him there , i used the precious time to do my tuition homework . Pfft . And finally he came around 20 minutes ltr . Farz then told me a SHOCKING news . Soo surprised and asked Afai why . He told me the first reason . Bt didnt want to tell me the second reason . Rabak seyhh Afai . Then talk3 . Then Sam called . (: Said he will be coming ltr to meet me . Oops . I mean all of us . (: HEES ~ Then he came wif Naz . We all talk2 . Then Farz say she hungry . I also feel thirsty . Then we went to a shop near there . Farz bought some biscuits . And i bought HL milk . HAHA . Seriously . I love HL milk . Haha . Random . Then we talk2 while doing my homework . Then this guy , inspector or smething i dunnoe , came to us and ask us nt to litter and pick the rubbish . Then we said yes . Bt , HAHA . We didnt . We just took our stuffs and go to some other place to sit . Then while walking , we saw this 1 group of yuying students . Malay guys to be exact . One of them Farz 's friend . They kinda stared at Sam and Naz . They were soo pissed off ~! LIKE SERIOUSLY .

Farz and me try to calm them down . Then i sat there , doing my homework . Some questions i asked Farz to do for me . Cause i seriously dunnoe how to do . After doing my homework , all of us went home at about 7.30+ . My tuition starts at 8 . Still got time to prepare . Then Sam , Naz , Alip kind off sent me home .. Bt then they hang around under my block . Haha . Then went home . Start tuition at 8 . Finished at 9.30 . After tht called Sam . Somebody carik hal ngn dier . ''First time dngar Sam mrah smpai gitu seyhh . Through fone .'' Then calm Sam down . Told him to forget bout it and cheer up . Then ohkae alrdy . Oh yaa , the person who carik hal wif Sam also carik hal ngn Naz . Then Naz called me . Complaining what happened . Told him calm down also . Then ohkae alrdy . Eeeshh . Thts all . ):

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2009-08-03T03:36:00.000-07:00

Today ;
Didnt go to school . Sick . Temperature was about 38.0 degrees . Mum woke me up at 9 . Asked me to bathe to go the clinic . Kk fine . Went to Hougang Polyclinic . Reach there about 11+ . Before going in the clinic , took temperature . Went to the 'red-zone' place . Took the queue number , and sat there for 2 hours until our numbers is called out . Zzz . Can sleep sia . Then FINALLY . Checked - up . Said that i had runny nose , cough , fever and headaches . Got my MC for 2 days . 2 days jerh ? Kk . After tht , took the medicine , pay for it , then zoom !
Go home laa . My dad got schedule operation . My mum send me home , fetch my dad then went off . My dad 's operation - dun wanna talk bout it . After tht , played computer . Then Zah called . Say want to 'visit' me . Then i was like , ''NO'' . Cos my house was in a mess . Say to her , meet me under my block . Then 15 minutes later , went downstairs . She came wif Kak Surya . Hahaha . Talk3 . Then , actually planned to go CP to buy smething . I wanted to buy it since like , last week ? Then me and Zah took 27 from my house there . Kak Surya went home . Then , reach there . planned to meet Sam . Then see the time , cannot make it uhk . Went to the shop . AND UNFORTUNATELY , the thing sold out . FCUK LAA . Heartbroken seyh . ): Then after that , took 119 wif Zah , home . Reach home , played computer again . Until now . (:

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2009-08-02T23:35:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 12+ . Body temperature ; 38.2 degrees . Actually had religous class . Bt skipped . Then rest at home . Played computer . Lazy to blog . HEES ~ Around 1+ , viewed my blog . Saw farhana 's tag . Said that her sister 's wedding was the nxt day . Which is like , TODAY . Soo freaked out . I forgotten ~ ! Then called Fieqah . Asked her if she 's going or nt . Blah3 .. Talk3 .. then we planned to go tgther . Aftr tht , called Ahmad . Asked if he 's coming . He said , he 's nt . 'Pujuk' him to go . Unfortunately , to no avail . Then called Zal . Sister said she was still sleeping . Like WTH siakk . Its alrdy 1 in the afternoon and she 's still sleeping . Asked her sister whether she could wake Zal up . Bt again , to no avail . Then called Naurah . Her small sister answered the fone . And GODDAMNIT . Her voice is SOOO cutee ~ ! HEES ~ . Said tht her sister went for religous class . Pfft . I felt like i was rejected 2 times . HAHA . At 2.30 , met Fieqah under my block , her mum offered to send us at the CC there bt we have to go home by ourselves after tht . K fine . Haha , Bt , CREDITS TO FIEQAH AND HER MUM !! HEES ~ Then , we reached there alrdy . Fieqah called Far . Met her at the entrance . Then went inside , together - gether . (: There were like SOO many people . The sight was COLOURFULL . Eat , talk2 . Farhana was wif her cousins , Huda & Ain . They are SO pretty . Gotta admit tht . Aftr eating , we 'lpak' at a make-up room or smething near CC 's stage . Air-con . GEREK . HAHA . Then talk2 . After a while , we went out to take some dessert . And yes , the dessert , WAS heavenly .... oops . Cant say much . Ltr Farhana KEMBANG . Haha . Ate in the room . After tht , we went sme othre place . Then Naurah called . Said she alrdy reach . Met her . She came wif her famalay . Without her brother . Then salam -ed her . After tht , me and Fieqah , blah . Went to Hougang Mall . Bought McCafe . & OHGOSH . IT WAS SUPERH HEAVENLY . Haha . Went to Mini Toons , aftr tht , go home . (:

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2009-08-01T03:23:00.000-07:00

Today ;
Actually had this 'dance' class at school . From 8 - 10 . Unfortunately , woke up late at 8 . Lols . Then nehver go uhk . Instead , went for Mendaki tuition at 9 - 12.15 am . Went alone . Naurah(i always go Mendaki wif her) cannot come . Went out wif her parents . Tuition starts at 9 , and i reach there at 9.45 like that . HAHA . Blah3 ... Blajar-ing . Then during the break , chit-chatted wif Amirah . Went to canteen first . Saw Hasral . He screamed ; Syah ! Aku ingtkn kau dah mati ! I was like ; Diam uh ! Aku sumpah aku tk tnyerh ! HASRAL SIAKK UHK . Then , other students was like looking at us . Pfft . To Amirah ; If there's one thing that my parents would let me do , that would be transferring to a girls school . Like seriously . (: After break , continued blajar-ing . After tuition , planned to go home straight . Bt when i wanted to go out the front gate , saw Hasral , Faiz , Adawiyah , & Kak Wahidah . Asked me to lpak wif them . Then i lpak lorh . Lpak at bwah blk . Then Osman came . Beh bobal2 . Then around , 1+ , went home . Took the same bus as Hasral . Osman & Faiz went to Pasir Ris .. Fr wat oso i dunnoe . (: Stayed at home , played comp . BO ... RINGG ....

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2009-08-01T02:57:00.000-07:00

On Friday ;
Went home at around 8+ . Finish school at 12 . After that slacked with Kak Wahidah , Adawiyah , Hasral , Zul & Faiz . First , went to a blk near my school there . Puff , puff jap . Then went to Adawiyah nyerh mak angkat nyerh rumah , tman her buy , tick-tick . Then after that , Hasral and Zul went for friday prayers . 'Good' boy konon . HAHA . Then me , Kak Wahidah , Adawiyah , went to court to meet my friends and her friends . Faiz went to his Aunty house , said that he will fetch me later then go Silat together . Oh yess , that day got Silat . At 2.45 . He said he will fetch me at around 2.20 . Need to prepare mah . He's the captain anw . Went there , saw Edris , Nicholas , Aizat , Afiq , Zai , Wan & Christopher .. Sam wasnt there . Called him using Zai's fone . Said that he went to Jurong East , for some things . I miss him (: Edris saw me , then went off . I dunnoe why . With Nicholas . Able to talk wif Nic for a while . Then he went off wif Edris . Maybe meeting their friends at Hougang Mall there . I sat wif Kak Wahidah at bwah blk there . Then ask Aizat , wif his friends to sit wif us . Then we talk2 . After that , Kak went to meet her friends . Then , i sat at court with Zai . Watched the others play Takraw . Ada gi dudok ngn kwan2 laen montfort dierh . Daerah situ jgak . Aizat returned my jacket .. YESS UHKK !! Smelled his perfume on my jacket . Wth . Afiq made my bag spoil . It tored . -.- Then , at 2.20 , Faiz came . Then both of us went to school . Together-gether . (: Reach school , i changed . Then after that helped Faiz prepare the Silat things . Trained at 1E4 classroom . 1st level . Trained . After that , got sparring . Sparred wif Kak Shab . After that , damn my legs hurt , and i kinda hurt my knees . After few minutes , ohkae alrdy . After Silat , went back to court . Met Naz , Afiq and Aizat . Then lpak jap . At 7+ went home . Reach home at 8+ . Aizat took my jacket again . Pfft . Tkder kejerh laen .

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2009-08-01T01:12:00.000-07:00

On Thursday ;
Went home at 10+ . After school slacked with Naz , Sam , and some other people at takraw court near my school there . Talk2 , hear songs , and making noise like idiots . Watched the guys there play guitar , play takraw and talking nonsense . HAHA . Aizat distubed me by throwing takraw balls at me . WTH . Try avoiding it , bt unfortunately , still kena . Afiq keep pinching me for no reason . SAKET SIAKK . Then Kenny keep surprising me . And i keep screaming like nobodys business . LOLS . Stayed there from 2+ until 6+ . Then we went to one pondok near punggol primary there . Sit there , talk2 . Sam , Min , Naz , Afiq , Aizat , & me . Sam and Min sat under a blk near there . Afiq , Naz , Aizat & me sat at the pondok . Afiq & Naz sat opposite me . Aizat sat beside me .. Then , Aizat sleep . Zzz . Then around 9+ , Sam & Min , went home . Cos late already . At 10+ , went home . Aizat took my hoody . didnt want to give it back . -.-

Uh -ohh ,,

2009-07-28T06:57:00.000-07:00

Have u ever experienced smething like this ; U have this crush on this someone . He/She doesn't know u like him/her . And then , when u looked forward to see him/her in school the nxt day , that someone has already go to u dunnoe where ? A few years later when u have already forgetted about him/her , he/she just appear in your life again . What will u do ? Yess . That , unfortunately happened to me last few years back . I dont really know what i should be feeling right now . Happy ? Thankful that he's back ? Wth ritee . I swear to GOD i dunnoe . One day , his friends tell me , that he likes me . I was like ''OHMG ~! Are u serious ???'' Then they were like ''YES . Im nt kidding u .'' Well , as long as he hasn't tell me yet , im not going to believe that its true . HAHA . (: Too bad peeps~ ! Lets just see what will happen kae ? I will update u ASAP . (:

Credits to my sayangg (:

2009-07-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

Credits to all the people who was by my side when i needed help .
Zahzah Gyler , Farz , Ain , Hasral , Haiqal , Erwin
I treasure u guys !! ALOTT . (:

Thoughts & feelings .

2009-07-25T00:20:00.000-07:00

In this world , there will always be someone who is not happy with us or smething .

HAHA , well , its kinda stupid actually .

Let me tell u something , if u are nt happy with someone , why ask smeone else to do the dirty work ? Its telling the person that u are just a coward . A stupid coward actually .

And its just STUPID . Lemme repeat that , S . T . U . P . I . D .

Kaes , another thing , psychologically , these people are just people who are jealous . They envy you . Haha . It may sound stupid but its true . Nt kidding ya . Heyh , LOOSER , the way u are just acting is like a 7 year old kid ya noe ? Its like telling mummy this ; ''Mummy mummy , a girl in school bullied me just now .'' And then mummy will be like ; ''Oh really my dear ? Wats her name ?'' And then you will be like ; ''Her name is --------'' . Then dear2 mummy will go to school and look for the girl who actually , seriously didnt do anything at all . Her pampered child was just making-up a story . Then mummy will be accusing the poor , poor child . And then , the poor , poor child , will be in trouble .

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2009-07-23T01:10:00.000-07:00

Im bckk ! Quite a long time since i blogged . & dat is like LAST WEEK ??

Hahah , kinda busy studying 4 the coming CA exam lorh ..
On Saturday ;
After writing the post , well , i kinda went out with my familay . HEEH ~
U noe watt ?? ITS LIKE DAMN F------ GEREK LORH !

My father kinda blanja us mkan . At Arab street . Sup Tulang . At this kdai called ' DEEN ' or smething like that uhk . Yeah . So altogether was me , my sister , and my parents .

Lovely sis ; Zainab bte Mohd Rashid .

I LOVEE HERR LOTS !!

My familay is kinda complicated . And yeah , my lovely sister didnt live wif me . She kinda live wif her grandmother . Bt nt mine grandmother .

LOLS .

That day i get to kluar wif her . IMY akak ! ~

She is currently studying in ITE simei . And she lives in Bedok . While im living here . At hougang . Hmmph .

Firstly , my dad and me went to hougang mall to featch my sis there . She was from her school . She took 27 from Tampines . We waited and waited . And she FINALLY came .

HAHAH . Then me , my dad and my sis , we took 107 or 101 to go there . Kk . The bus cam and all . Do u noe wat ? We took the so called ' NOKIA ' bus . Kinda cooll . HEEHS .

At dat time , my mum was working . So we kinda meet her at the restaurant .

She finished working at 9 pm . We reach there kinda at about 8.45 like dat .

Kae . We reach first . Then my dad go order the food first . HAHA . Too bad mummy . (: We waited for her to come like almost half an hour . WTH . And finally she came .

We eat and eat and eat . Like nobody's business .

Then after eating , my dad , mum and me , we send my sis to Bedok interchange . It was already 10.30 . Then the bus was like sooo longg . Haiyoo . While we were in the bus , my and my sis took photos of each other . cute kn ?

We then reached Bedok interchange .. Ohh , im soo sad at dat time . Felt like im gnna cry . Separated frm my sis . ):

After sending her , my mum , dad , and me , we took 87 home . Straight bus . NO changing . THANK GOODNESS . It was already 11.30 by then .

Reach home about 12+ i think . WOW .

Hmm .. Reach home , bathe , watched tv and then zzz ... Soo tired ..

Dats wat happened on Saturday . A fun day . (: Yeah it is .

The Story ;

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All i want to sae is , i CARE alot for my friends . Whatever problems they face , i will be there to help them .

And one of them is Alip , a kecoh , funny , and helpful kinda person .

To Alip ; ''There are many out there , nt only her . I believe u can forget bout her . Loving someone who makes u suffers , its jus a waste of your time .. ''

I hope u will cheer up soon . Cos , IT HURTS seeing u being sad . Like SERIOUSLY .

Talking bout this love thingy , well , for me , i dont reli care bout it soo much . I JUS WANNA CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES . Like seriously seyh . U noe , last exam , which was before the June holidays , i TOTALLY SUCKKED at it . I was like 4th last in class . My position was 37/40 . Its bad . Really2 bad .

Nw , if i want to hang out wif my friends , cant go home late . Curfew laa . By 7 need to reach home alrdy . Haiyoo . Early seyh . For me .

And now , UNFORTUNATELY , my mum hired a tuition teacher . For me . Wth rite ? The last time i had a tuition teacher was like when i was P6 . PSLE mah . Haizz . My tuition is every Tuesday & Thursday . She got me 1 , cos of my results . She was like soo unhappy bout it . When i got my results , she planned on getting me tuition . & i didnt even noe bout it . WTH rite ??? One day , when i came home , my mum was like , '' Get ready . Tonight got tuition . '' I was like , ''WAT ??!!'' Then she ignored me . Pfft .

Ok .Thats the story . Well , got another coming up .

The lepak crew . Consists of :

Farz . Ain . Hazzi . Me .

Nicholas . Alip . Wan . Edris . Afik . ( F.O.S , Full of Shit ) Sam . Afai . Zaki . Muhaimin . Nazar . Shafiq . & sme other people .

Well , we are LOUD at times , bt we are also quiet . They make me happy . Like seriously . (:

Intro .

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Hello . Syahirah disinie . (:
Hmm .. how should i start .. AHA !
Yes .. A short intro about me .
Syahirah ; a loud , irritating , vain , cheerful person .
NOT good-looking . BT , consider herself unique . & different from the rest of girls out there .
- A hockey player .
- Totally into dancing , such as , Tecktonik , Electro , Jumpstyle & Hardstyle .
- A malay dancer .
- Seorang persilat . ( Beginner ) Even though i am , i STILL can kick asses !
- Hanging out wif my friends .
& much more laa .
Beloved , Treasured , Cared by me people are ...
ZahZah Gyler ! ( A bestie , a friend , a sister & my lover . Haha ! )

Matin ! ( A bestie , a friend & an adviser . )

Haikal ! ( A bestie , a SUPERH close friend , & my scandal . HAHA . Nolaa . )

Syafiqah ! ( A bestie since like , PRIMARY SCH ? A person who USED to hear my problems . )

Naurah ! ( An adviser , a person who will ALWAYS have time to hear my problems . & most
importantly , my BESTFRIEND since PRIMARY SCH . )
All my abang angkatts .
Kakak angkatts .
Adeq angkatts .
Lpak crew . ( I love 'em all and care for them . ALOT . )