Friday, May 21, 2010 {!♥}
I hate life . Alot of things happened this week .
First, a person whom i regard as a close friend, had left fr Indonesia without saying goodbye .
I was so shocked . Pedro, i miss you . His classmate told me tht he had went back to Indonesia as his father had died due to cancer . Bt im nt sure . I hope his student pass wont get terminated . I really want to see him again . Please, come back, Pedro Pierre . Dont leave me without saying goodbye . It really hurts so much .
Second, this guy, had performed with me during teacher's day last year . He gave me hope and support . He made me overcome my fears, and tht was to perform in a big crowd . He would always brighten up my day, and crack silly jokes . We would talk and laugh together . He changed my mindset about things . Tht guy is Ridhwan . Today, i just got to know tht he was involved in a car accident . And tht was a few weeks ago .
I was so devastated . I burst into tears once i gt to knw th news . He had lost part of his memory and he doesnt remember me, at all . All those times we had, he doesnt remember a single thing . Im so freaking sad .
I really really want to meet my abang soon . And mogemoge dierh akan recover soon . Please dont frget me .
I love you abng .
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 {!♥}
Currently at Zah's hse . Tmrw's art exam, im so stressed . then we are required to do preparatory work and stuffs . Uh, damnit .
Yayy, MYE is gng to end soon, and im REALLY looking forward to it (:
I wna go out`! Haha, i wan to and i NEED to . Heh . Btw, i wna practice electro too . I miss dancing so much .
BT, there are sme people who made me think negatively . They made me think tht im worthless of dng anything . They lowered my self esteem, and made me think lowly of myself . I hate them .
Wht did i ever do to them? whts their problem? Hope tht their lives wont be at peace .
Amin .
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 {!♥}
Ohgod, tmrw's literature paper . im nw at Zah's house . cant use th comp at home due to sme reasons .
BYTHEWAY, ive moved house (: I only can tell you guys tht ive shifted to Buangkok .
So yeah . Do take note . Today, had Maths paper one . It was ohkay, bt i had alot of mistakes . -.-
Maybe im gng to fail, or maybe nt . i dnt know . wish me luck (:
Bytheway, sorry fr venting my anger on tht smeone through th previous post . im sorry .
BT ITS YOUR FAULT . -.- Ive frgiven you though . So yeah, jady kawan jer dulu tao .
haha, Goodbye (:
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 {!♥}
Kaay, today had English paper . Paper one and two .
Paper one was ohkay, letter writing and compo . We had to choose the title fr compo, and i chose to write about an incident tht made me nearly into trouble . Know wht i wrote? I wrote smething lame . Haha .
The story goes like this, my mum dropped me off at my aunts place as she had overseas trips to go to . Then i felt bored at th house thus decided to go downstairs to take a walk . When i was walking, i saw a group of teenagers under th void deck and each of them were holding knives . they looked as if they were waiting fr smebody there . then a guy emerged between th pillars of the walls and shook hands with the others . then they cleared the premises and headed to th basketball court . i fllowed them frm behind . they stood there, waiting fr someone and smething to happen . and it did .
I decided to film them, so i took out my phone . Then, a group of mlay guys cme towards the basketball court . one guy frm each clan cme to th center and started talking about smething . both of them looked around and unfortunately, they saw me . they quickly shouted fr the others and came chasing me . i sprinted away as fast as i could . slowly i could hear their steps and voices getting further and further away . I ran to my block and quickly climbed the stairs . when i reached home, Aunt Bella asked me why i was panting, i told her tht i was chased by a mad dog which wanted to eat me . she just widened her eyes and went into her room . i smiled . frm the window in my room, i looked outside to see the basketball court to see if they were still there, and they were . they talked about smething and left the place soon after tht .
~the end~
In my actual compo, i wrote 400+ words, which i think, was nt enough . SO yeah, WeohoughWATEVER .
Its a WORD tht ive created . haha .
I dont date at compass like some people do .
