Sunday, February 28, 2010 {!♥}
Im nt attached to anybody. So if you guys think i am, you're wrong. And ask me personally if you really think its nt true. Thanks.
And im currently in this Dance thingy in school. A stress management, 'to know yourself btter' by dancing, class. A few people in only in this class, i dnt understand why. Best aper. Its every Saturday, 9 till 11.30am. Yesterday, we get to well, dance. Its fun, yet tiring. Hope more people will come nxt week.
I eat when im stress, i sing when im bored, i dance as its my passion. 'winks'
Saturday, February 27, 2010 {!♥}
Ohkay, school's endlessly boring. Cos its th same thing everyday. And im having dilemma. I have a feeling tht i hve no more interest in Malay Dance. It gt cancelled, ALOT of times. Then after a few times it gt cancelled, i gt informed tht there will be no practices till further notice. Like wht? -.-Kaay, another thing, i feel tht im starting to have a passion in Modern Dance. Like th Hip-Hop thingy all. I wanna persue wht i love. I fell like i wanna join Modern Dance. Th only thing tht matters to me right now is, if there's performance in school or outside, im scared it will clash. CLASHING will nt make me perform in one of the Dance. I cant quit Malay Dance. If i quit, all my CCA points, plus my hardwork and points during SYF period, will just go to waste. SO, it just leave me with two choices. One, join Modern Dance, and cope with two Dance CCA's. Two, quit Malay Dance, and let all my hardwork go to waste. Wht do you guys think? Im having a dilemma. Someone help me please. If i have two CCA's, im just thinking if i have time fr my studies. Revising and stuffs. Pssht. Wish me luck.
Thursday, February 18, 2010 {!♥}
Currently at Zah's house . She didnt cme sch fr 2 days now . tmrw too . She's sick, dierh ckp saket jiwe . HAHA . tklaa . gilerh perh . haha, she sndirik tk tawu . miss her loads . bt she tk miss me . sedih siaa . ): im typing without her looking . so yeah, hope she get well soon . makan obat tawk Zah . Jngan otp jerh . Sheeshh . Walaupun ku tahu kau tidak mempedulikn ku, ku ttap menyayangimu . (: Love you Zah . (:
Someone made me to forget th past and just move on . im really greatful to yours truly .Thanks fr understanding me . I really appreciate it . Frm nw on, everything changes . its th start of a new bginning . Lagylagy this year, streaming year . been working extra hard this year . haha, semangat . wht matters is th future, th past is the past . its just plain memories . Thanks fr making me realise everything . i owe u one . (:
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 {!♥}
Hell-ohh peeps . Been busy as usual .
Went out on th 16th with ex-hougeans . Including sme of the sec5's .
Sufi, Sani, Hendra, Ahngin, Aminah, Erwin, Saiful, Rahmat .
And yeah, went to Marina Barrage . Then went to Marina Square to eat . At night, played Uno at Esplanade's rooftop . Fun tawk . Bt sadly, tk dpat amik gmbar .
Fone spoil siaaa . Had loaads of fun . like reallyREALLY fun . haha . And im gnna miss them (:
I love em all .Abeyh, aderh 'orng turh' buat prangai siaa . Geeesh . Tk habis2 . After one problem dah settle, there pops out another . tkkan pasal bnda kecik jerh nk smpai gytuk . ngaderhngaderh nyerh . Hmm, ill nt say his name here . Bt if yours truly is reading this post, lemme tell u how disappointed i am in u . And wanna knw smething? I DNT CARE about us anymre . sooooo yalll .
I cant stand your ego nomore . LIKE SERIOUSLY .
Hilang satu kawan pown tkperh perh . tk mati . btol tk? Im too frustrated by your behaviour .
Kau maki2 aku bleyh, tpy kau tngok, aku penah maki kau tk? Tak kn .
Aku dah season uhr nan prangai kau .
dngardngar, nk save friendship, kena smpai antar umah perh .
aku dah ckp tknk turh tknk uhr . niek mati2 nk , geeesh .
abeyh skrang kau nk mengumpat sal aku . eh, kau umur dah braperh siaa? 17 ke 11?prangai adeqadeq siaa. go ahead laa, gossip. GOSSIP smpai kau MAMPOS.
Slamat tinggal .
Thursday, February 4, 2010 {!♥}
Sorry, fr nt updating lately . I was, well, nt able to use th comp due to sme reasons .
Bt, overall, i was busy, so yeah . I wanna say;
I hate this guy, so veryvery much ..
He's nt the sme SCH as me .
To whom it might concern ;
Its just OVER . I dnt want to do anything wif u EVER again . I know im harsh . Whenever i think or just remember bout th times, ill just feel engry, yet happy . I know u hate me, your friends hate me . Bt seriously, I DNT CARE . I dnt want to get my studies affected by this . Im just proud of u tht u can tahan my prangai LAST TIME . Bt seriously, whtever between u AND me, im forgetting all of it . EVERY single detail . Thts all in th past . Hope ull move one . Please just forget all th promises u gave me . Please . Im sorry it has to be this way . And thanks fr believing ur friends MORE than me . I appreciate it SO much laa eyh . We'll nt have anything to do wif each other anymore after this . Hope ull be reading this post .
Goodbye . And take care .
PS ; Sorry it has to be this way .
Signing off,
SyahSyah Beylo
